Very minor life update...
May. 4th, 2005 07:34 pmSo, I've been stressed, and weird-mooded, and very busy, from waking up to going to sleep.
I'm afraid things are going to get worse before they get better.
"Worse", of course, is a relative term... I'm not trying to say that life is bad right now. I'm actually not sure *what* life is, other than life, right now.
But, there are things I've wanted to say that have gone unsaid, contacts I've wanted to make that have gone undone, and all kinds of things that I feel I should be doing that just aren't happening, and I just don't think that tomorrow, they're all going to get said, done, and happening.
Please don't ever think that if I'm not talking, I'm not caring.
I'm afraid things are going to get worse before they get better.
"Worse", of course, is a relative term... I'm not trying to say that life is bad right now. I'm actually not sure *what* life is, other than life, right now.
But, there are things I've wanted to say that have gone unsaid, contacts I've wanted to make that have gone undone, and all kinds of things that I feel I should be doing that just aren't happening, and I just don't think that tomorrow, they're all going to get said, done, and happening.
Please don't ever think that if I'm not talking, I'm not caring.
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Date: 2005-05-05 01:54 pm (UTC)*love you* *hug*
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Date: 2005-05-05 02:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-05-05 05:36 pm (UTC)You know I know this, love, and I hope you also know you have a permanent get-out-of-guilt-free card with me.
Sometimes life is just life, and the best you can do is live it from day to day. I'm having a bit of that myself, just now.
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Date: 2005-05-05 09:19 pm (UTC)