Poem: "The Strange Transformations of the Moth"
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It was an emotional weekend. Tears ran down my face at the opening of our local No Kings event. I did get indignant at the white male Democratic state rep from Raleigh who went on about fascist supporters being afraid, quoted MLK Jr about light and darkness, and said we needed to pull them from the dark. Wrote him a note saying i didn't need a leader to talk about that, i needed a leader to talk about the fear that is valid of transpeople, people of color, anyone who wants to speak their truth and keep their job, etc. I'm very happy he's not my least objectionable choice for some ballot.
Can't remember the afternoon -- think i poked at the internet -- and then we went outside. I haven't done yard stuff in ages, so that was really good.
Sunday found me crying over Bruno and how spooked the sound of Marlowe's bell makes him and just crying because i think i am depressed. And then i had a sneezy, sinusy, allergic flare and realized i had not taken my antihistamine the night before. The hangover from emotions and allergic flare lasted through much of the day.
Christine and i made a plan for Bruno and Marlowe for the week. I think i have convinced her to isolate Marlowe from Bruno for some time, to give reintroduction a chance. We now have some schedule for making sure Bruno could roam if he wants. Fortunately Marlowe likes outside.
I'm outside this morning (which reminds me, GELID is not a Wordle word). I've been spending early mornings coaxing Bruno which doesn't do my mornings any good. Part of plan discussing is that i don't need to do that. So i've watched Juniper and Gemini above me slowly fade in the dawn. I probably ought to bring in the Coleus collection tonight. But it probably won't be too cold. This week looks like lows won't be enough to kill off the lemon grass and basil, which still needs harvesting. But my fingers have gotten cold....
Rough week. Mostly my fault. Stuff that should have been done weeks or months ago, having to be done at the last minute and not very well. Have I mentioned that I suck at getting things done?
Okay, I did finish my US income taxes a three days before the deadline. But not having looked at them for months I appear to have lost track of some paperwork. Or I never had it. I'll probably get my refund, then get a bill -- probably in a couple of years. If they ever notice. I'm not going to worry about it.
Should have started on N's author website months ago, along with the updates to hyperspace-express.com, which is actually the publisher's website. Should really have had the author site and the mailing-list automation done before the book went to the printer. Months before. Oops. It'll work, but it'll be awkward and not as good as it should be. We're still learning how to do this, of course, and I'm learning that I'm not nearly as competent as other people think I am.
And then there's the "personal alarm" fiasco. You see, N and G are out of the country for the next two weeks (family visit, then OVFF). N thinks (and I kind of agree) that I should have some kind of alarm pendant to wear, to easily call for help with. The first one we found -- a couple of weeks ago -- would have been perfect, except that the company is in Ireland and despite saying that they serve all of the EU I'd have to make my own arrangements with local emergency services.
So -- after I put off deciding for way too long -- I wound up with something that on the surface looked okay, and could ship quickly. But when it arrived, I found out that there was no two-way voice communication in the pendant -- you have to be where you can talk through the base station. Non-starter, in this house. I tried to tell the installer to take the damned thing back, but he kept repeating the same line about pressing the button if I fell over (pantomiming a heart attack). I'll keep it as backup until N and G get back, then we'll bring it back and get our key back.
Meanwhile, suspecting that something like that might be the case, I had already ordered a smartwatch (Samsung GW-7) which will probably do what I need it to -- it has fall detection and emergency calling. It would work better if I had a Samsung phone, but Google's watches are twice as expensive. So some of its myriad of features won't work.
And of course that's assuming I can actually wear the thing without it hurting. There are reasons why I stopped wearing a wristwatch 50 years ago.
Something good came out of that fiasco, however. N and I were over at StudiOjo, for one last coaching session before N and G's trip, to discuss our changing plans for recording (which I'll talk about later in the week). N mentioned that, in order to get the personal alarm, they were going to want a local friend or neighbor who could go over and check on me. So now we have a local friend, just a short walk away.
Linkie! Go watch The Nine Billion Names Of God - short film - YouTube. Very well-done adaptation of Arthur C. Clarke's story.