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Another interesting accident....
Jun. 14th, 2011 09:21 pmSo, one day, while standing at the counter, cursing my sciatic and whatever it is that's left my hips unbalanced, I got sick and tired of the kneading I was doing. "Okay, bread dough. You won't get all nice and stretchy for me? Fine!" I figured if I was going to be angry and frustrated that I couldn't quite get the whole kneading process, I'd throw a good and proper tantrum, and tried to mangle the bread dough with all of my might. Still in a kneading motion, mind you - a proper tantrum has to show what you're angry about.
Of course, it showed me I was being far too gentle with my kneading, and not stretching the dough properly. The key to kneading was squishing it enough to force it to stretch. Or, rather, *my* key to kneading was that... if you try to learn breadmaking, your key might be entirely different.
And that lead to my first, or maybe my second, free form sourdough loaf. (I honestly can't remember which.) The second and third, however, ended up quite workable and quite tasty. That's a good thing, because I was taking them to a party, and I wanted them to be good.
I've started to understand this stuff. The dough should always have some stretchiness, but then, it'll also have other qualities. It should be wetter/softer for a certain type of bread, and dryer/stiffer for another (like free form breads). But the stretchiness is going to be there, at least for wheat-based breads. I can feel that stretchiness; I'm not perfect at it, but I know what I'm searching for, and I have some idea of how to get it.
I finally understand what I'm trying to do - I finally feel ready to try to make more interesting breads.
I finally did what I set out to do, and now, if I want to, I can finally (finally, finally - *FINALLY*) stop if I choose to. If I stop, I won't be quitting before I figured it out, and developed the skills I could. I didn't quit just because it was painful and frustrating as all hell.
I can't even express how much of a relief this is, nor how much of a relief it will be to be able to decide whether or not I want to bake more bread. (I will, probably - but I won't have to force myself so I don't let it fall by the wayside, and get forgotten about.)
Of course, it showed me I was being far too gentle with my kneading, and not stretching the dough properly. The key to kneading was squishing it enough to force it to stretch. Or, rather, *my* key to kneading was that... if you try to learn breadmaking, your key might be entirely different.
And that lead to my first, or maybe my second, free form sourdough loaf. (I honestly can't remember which.) The second and third, however, ended up quite workable and quite tasty. That's a good thing, because I was taking them to a party, and I wanted them to be good.
I've started to understand this stuff. The dough should always have some stretchiness, but then, it'll also have other qualities. It should be wetter/softer for a certain type of bread, and dryer/stiffer for another (like free form breads). But the stretchiness is going to be there, at least for wheat-based breads. I can feel that stretchiness; I'm not perfect at it, but I know what I'm searching for, and I have some idea of how to get it.
I finally understand what I'm trying to do - I finally feel ready to try to make more interesting breads.
I finally did what I set out to do, and now, if I want to, I can finally (finally, finally - *FINALLY*) stop if I choose to. If I stop, I won't be quitting before I figured it out, and developed the skills I could. I didn't quit just because it was painful and frustrating as all hell.
I can't even express how much of a relief this is, nor how much of a relief it will be to be able to decide whether or not I want to bake more bread. (I will, probably - but I won't have to force myself so I don't let it fall by the wayside, and get forgotten about.)
