The real pisser for me, is that when I'm depressed, I can't seem to feel the happy, even when I do things that would otherwise make me happy. But I think it's important to do those things anyway; they seem to help, even if not dramatically.

About Mal and Inarra - I think you're right. I also think that Inarra doesn't realize is that Mal was willing to use the Madam for comfort, but isn't at all willing to use her in any way.